Chapter 1: The Loop of Desire

Let’s delve into the intricate nature of desire and its cyclical patterns.

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We often think that obtaining what we desire will lead us to fulfillment and peace, allowing us to escape the grip of desire. Yet, both history and our personal experiences reveal that complete liberation from desire is unattainable. So, what prevents us from deciphering this universal puzzle that influences our daily lives?

Let’s break it down step by step to uncover the truth.

When we experience desire, we also endure suffering due to its absence. Upon achieving our desires, we mistakenly believe that our wanting has ended. However, this phase is invariably succeeded by renewed desire, which, again, brings about suffering from the absence of what we long for.

A continuous loop emerges.

The relationship is clear: wanting equates to not having.

To illustrate this, let's consider a numerical analogy: 1 — represents desire ("the wanting") 0 — signifies the anticipated satisfaction of that desire

When we have 1, expecting it to equal 0, we find it actually returns to 1 once more. This cycle continues: 1 = 0; 1 = 1.

Why does this happen? After fulfilling a desire, we inevitably return to wanting again. Think of it as a separate system where these conditions coexist: 1 = 0; 1 = 1.

It's vital to remember that this perspective reflects a mindset (want — achieve — desire again), rather than a universal truth.

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Before moving forward, let’s recap: we have established that wanting inherently means not having. If we desire to escape this loop (1 = 1), we can logically propose that the inverse of 1 = 0 holds some truth, thus allowing us to break free from the cycle.

To explore this further, let's hypothesize: If wanting (1) = not having (0), then not wanting (0) = having (1), or in simpler terms: 1 = 0; 0 = 1.

However, this logic falls short. When we have 0, the concept of 1 doesn't even arise; the equation halts before it begins.

So how does the presence of 1 manifest? This can be argued as being rooted in DESIRE. The idea illustrates how desire perpetuates itself, and in its absence, there is nothing to sustain.

Perhaps another way to understand this concept is to reflect on whether, in attempting to grasp it, you are merely justifying your own desire. Are you not pursuing an endless cycle of wanting?

For instance, one might think, “Now I understand that when 1 = 0, 1 = 1, and this means I can apply it to my life to always attain that 1!” This reveals how someone driven by desire can misinterpret the scheme, ignoring that the equation halts at 0.

This notion, rooted in DESIRE, holds the key to an essential question: When does desire cease to exist?

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This question is pivotal; it is one we should genuinely contemplate rather than finding ways to justify our cravings. The answer lies beyond the equations we've discussed. The inquiry into what equals 0 can’t be addressed from within the realm of DESIRE itself, as that concept does not exist in that context. The equation 0 = 1 falters before it even starts. Thus, the question of when desire ceases to exist is answered in the void preceding its existence.

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The overarching theme here illustrates our flawed thought process. The logic of “1 = 0, 1 = 1” exemplifies our approach to life, a rationale that governs our actions. The breakdown of this concept reveals its inherent flaws; it simply doesn’t work and is illogical. Understanding this logic is crucial, but as the concept indicates, a loop (1 = 1) inevitably forms, complicating matters significantly.

This is where we find ourselves ensnared. It reflects the cycles of addiction—whether it's junk food, smoking, gambling, or other compulsive behaviors.

1 = 1 embodies the essence of addiction—a cycle of self-destruction, blindness, and justifiable actions. It’s that moment when we stray yet believe we can regain control, only to be drawn back into the cycle, continually feeding ourselves, gradually harming ourselves.

It also highlights the paradox of wanting to eliminate desire, only to become consumed by the desire to eliminate desire—a recursive loop.

To escape this cycle, we must cultivate absence.

Hello, fellow traveler down the pipeline! I’m Elliott, bringing you the latest insights from our subterranean journey. Here in the depths, we offer a thought-provoking perspective on the human psyche.

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