Chapter 1: A Shift in Perspective

Reflecting on My Celibacy Journey

Last night marked the end of my celibacy, and I find myself pondering whether it was a wise decision.

Storytime: I Took a Leap of Faith and Ended My Celibacy

I know, just recently I mentioned considering another year of celibacy. Yet, a sudden change of heart led me to a different path. My week had been filled with joy: attending a Missy Elliott concert with my daughter, receiving unexpected gifts, and experiencing a string of fortunate events.

On a Saturday night, as I sat at home, I began to wonder how I could elevate my already wonderful week. My thoughts drifted to the tantalizing fantasies that had been occupying my mind. One person stood out, and I decided to reach out.

Initially, I asked him if he planned to come out that evening. When he mentioned staying in, I felt determined to persuade him otherwise. I wanted him to come over.

Me: What are your plans for tonight?

Him: I'm just staying in; I'm not feeling well. Why do you ask?

Me: I thought it might be nice to watch a movie and chat, nothing too suggestive. Can I trust you?

Perhaps this is too forward